my eyes are puffy from crying... they're not used to it... i don't cry often.
i look mahvelous dahlink. yuck.
seriously. there will be no more children in this house. i'm pretty upset about it. i'll count the two blessings i have already more often and hope i forget someday that i really want another kidlet.
my parents are coming over for the birthday party. they'll be here in just a little while. i can't wait until they see how awful i look. i don't want to have to go through telling them there will be no more grandchildren today.
anyone have a super de-puff beauty trick?
... must move on. i'll give myself a day or two to "mourn" and then i won't talk about it again.