Saturday, May 19

not a great week.

my eyes are puffy from crying... they're not used to it... i don't cry often.

i look mahvelous dahlink. yuck.

seriously. there will be no more children in this house. i'm pretty upset about it. i'll count the two blessings i have already more often and hope i forget someday that i really want another kidlet.

my parents are coming over for the birthday party. they'll be here in just a little while. i can't wait until they see how awful i look. i don't want to have to go through telling them there will be no more grandchildren today.

anyone have a super de-puff beauty trick?

... must move on. i'll give myself a day or two to "mourn" and then i won't talk about it again.


Shorty said...

So sorry you did not have a good week.

You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Many hugs to you!!!


Susie J. said...

(((((((huge hugs)))))) I'm sorry. :( That's a tough thing to face when you've had your heart set on it.

TracyKM said...

Oh, Z! How lousy. You definately need time to 'mourn' but certainly you don't have to talk about it. Sometimes still, even with Monster Megan, I get sad that it's all over--I thought I'd be having a bigger family. I'll be thinking of you when I get up in the middle of the night :) I can't wait to be a grandma. Somedays I hope Huey gets a girl knocked up at Senior Prom, LOL.